There’s a story that my mom used to tell me when I was but a mere Wolf Pup, do not hold the things you love too close. A few years after about age 6 I think there was a diddy on about this young girl who had received a doll that was made of wax. It was crafted of the very finest materials, inks etc and this young girl loved it so much she could not let it out of her sight or part with it. So this little girl took it to bed with her and cuddled all the night through. The next morning the doll was melted the face all out of shape, well you get the idea. In the same light I have been holding the idea albeit upon intense desire, Jules. Who I met only a week ago now who I thought with the right Hazzard County shuck and jive I could get to change her thoughts, and remain on station here and be my personal SheWolf. Of course I held her to close, with the desire that was mere minor friendship for me from her, heat up to a fever affection of more than mere desire on my part for her. And with the dawning of Monday she will be gone. Oh yes I could hinder her departure by informing the authorities that she is driving with no drivers license, no insurance and no legal registration on her iron steed. Two things wrong with that, A; if she knew or found out it was me, that’d be the end of a albeit short but a good friendship. And two it would be putting off what is inevitable to begin with. Since she is promised to another and she has plans to go into the Army. So for a few centons my heart will break a bit, but as one DI told me years ago if it don’t kill you, it just makes you stronger. Plus even if I wanted the relationship to bloom, I couldn’t afford it so why put her through that pain?
On the tarmac.
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Quote of the day:
She had an unequalled gift... of squeezing big mistakes into small opportunities. - Henry James
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